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I guess I'm just not re-ready to trust someone that much. I know you're the best thing in my life and I know that you would never hurt me the way I fear I could be hurt. I know I'm being self destructive and you have shown me that you would do anything in your power to stop me.
I need to believe.
I need to believe.
I need to believe.
I want to believe you. I think that I will... someday. I just need to get over it all- again. I need to just breathe
...Just breathe...
