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When do you stop trying?
I feel like I have to make you fall in love with me all over again every minute we are together. I am grasping, so desperately, to our past and our future. It's so hard to forget and remember all in the same instant. I'm supposed to forget the things that ripped me apart. I have to remember the things that you have said that made me try to trust you.
I try. Doesn't that count? Even if the bad never goes away and the good is never enough?
When is it okay to stop trying so hard? When is it okay to give up?
