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I'm scared because if I don't want to hang out with the people I have known for 6 years, then how am I going to be okay hanging out with people we are all just meeting for the first time. People who don't know (or don't care) about our situation. How am I going to deal with all those people if I can't even think about hugging her again. (Or her hugging you again).
I'm scared because things have been so good lately and they can keep on being good as long as we close ourselves off from the rest of the world and hide in our little bubble. But people keep reaching their fingers out, holding sharp sticks and pointy stones, trying to come in. And i don't want anyone here but us.
